What now?

When you find yourself liking someone so unlike you, it's so difficult to acknowledge yourself as someone she'd be remotely interested in. She's so different, so unique that you have a hard time describing her. Somehow, I can't shake her from my mind. Every time I try to move on, believing I can accept the reality of our situation, something happens to shake me up again.

It hurts so badly when you want to help a friend, but you have no idea how.

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