Descending into madness

So apparently, I've once again had to swallow my words and relive the unheeded warning of being careful of what I wish for. I made a promise to myself to be more social and get more involved this year, and I've really got it down. The only problem now is, I've got way too much stuff to do. I come back to my room every night so tired and exhausted, and I don't know when I'm going to have time to sit down and study, find a good job, or just reconnect with old friends.

It's overwhelming. Most of the things preoccupying my time are making me happy, so at least it's not wasted. Still, I'd like some time to just sit down and relax, (maybe) study, or just sleep away a few lazy hours. I must be insane.

On the other hand, APhiO has given me some of the most awesome friends ever, and I don't want to imagine how boring my life would be without them. Thanks guys, especially those with acronym-ic names, collectible gaming platforms, and tendencies to omit first names. :)

On a separate note, I need to stop going after girls I don't have much in common with/have any remote chance with. Awkward central is the bane of humanity.

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