Playing with time

Thanks to a brief lapse into anti-social behavior, I caught up on watching two movies I've been planning to watch for the longest time: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Memento. I loved their structure. Both movies taught me some very, very valuable lessons in my current mindset.

1. Sometimes in a crazy world, you just have to step back and say, "Okay, this is how it is", and just move on.

2. You can be the instrument of your own path.

Suddenly life picked up

Why's everyone in such a rush this break? :( I had to make a schedule for the week and penciled in people for different times. It's like a work schedule now..

I started reading Watchmen today, and I'm very impressed. Who knew a graphic novel could have so much depth? Alan Moore is definitely a visionary. He created V for Vendetta too!

I miss high school. Well, not all of it. The friends I got close to, whom I rarely see now... I'm glad that this break has started bringing me back to some old friends I hadn't talked to in a long time, I really missed you guys. :)

My headache's finally gone!

And now I'm up at 4. FML

I overloaded my washing machine and dryer today with over three weeks worth of laundry. It got everything done in about 3 hours. The downside? Most of my clothes did not dry. Sadness.

I need to get out of the house. Staying in my room and playing OMGPOP/DS all day is making me feel really abysmal.

On a side note:

Why aren't you single?? :( I feel like we would make such a great couple. No matter how bad I feel, talking to you always makes me feel so happy inside. Gosh, you're so darn cute. Personality-wise and physically. Haha. I'm terrible.

A Question

How do you build without a foundation?

Is it faith? Is it luck? Is it ignorance?

What is it?

In Retrospect

Ignorance is bliss.

Random Panic

I was walking to class today when I realized how uncomfortably loose my jeans had become. It was distressing because this pair was new and fitted quite well just last week; I was deathly afraid that I had somehow lost more weight and thus more bone mass, and somehow my waist had shrunk again.

Three frazzled hours later, I realized I had simply notched my belt a little looser than usual. Damn.

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Kerbloosh

I'm such an emotional wreck.

Why won't you help me????