U2?

When I need someone the most, why don't I have anyone?

WHY.



I still haven't found what I'm looking for.

Pass me another band-aid. Yes, again.

By now, I know not to expect too much. At least, I should know. It's funny how human nature often inhibits you from learning from your mistakes--you have to learn the lessons over and over the hard way.

And each time, I end up feeling hurt here, writing about it in some cathartic, emotionally-loaded blog entry. Again.

I just wish, for once (for real this time), I wasn't a lower priority. Sounds a little selfish, I suppose, but I think I'm not being unreasonable.

I want to be top priority. I've always wondered what it felt like. At this point, I'm not sure if I'd even be able to imagine it or appreciate it fully. It'd be too... foreign. But hey--I'd adjust to happiness. And security.



And... love?

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A new beginning? I hope so.

I can't believe break's over. I still can't believe school's starting today and I have classes. I really need to get my life on track.

I guess I'll sleep now. I had some thoughts in mind but I don't really feel up to writing tonight.

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A little love

Hugs are the best things in the world.

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